Kaitlyn Arroyo
Self Image: I
Professor Cacoilo
March 25th, 2022
Kaitlyn Arroyo, Pastries a Delight!, 2022
Food plays a big factor in our lives: we need it for malnutrition and our survival. Desserts are my favorite treat because they are rewarding after a long day of work. This is a chocolate mousse cake made with cocoa powder for that extra sweetened flavor. This chocolate filling will make your tastebuds crave for more! My take on Julie Green's First Meals series is that these people who were once prisoners got a rewarding dish that was important to them, or something they've haven't tasted in years. I would pick a dessert because they are an edible delicacy and something I would order from my favorite restaurant.
Julie Green's Exhibit
Contemporary Artist Julie Green created an exhibition called: Thank God I’m Home which is based on the series First Meals that is presented in the Lemmerman Gallery. Based on the paintings that were shown, the labels were used to document Green’s journey of diving into the background of these prisoners who were wrongfully accused of a crime they did not commit. The idea for this exhibit was to show off the celebratory meals that they asked for when they got out of prison after their 10+ year sentences. Many of these people choose fast food options because you can’t get that sort of luxury in prison, so it lets the viewer feel connected to the piece and share that sense of familiarity. Green grew up in Japan which influenced her work to have an Asian aesthetic that symbolized old Japanese prints. One thing that was noted is that she used acrylic paint which was colored down to give it a watercolor effect.
The two paintings that captivated my attention the most were Whopper, Fries, and Thorn (2020) and Blind Faith for Juan Rivera (2019). These both share a little backstory that needs to be viewed deeper by reading the label description. In the Burger King painting, the Tyvek landscape is embroidered in this gold and this bronze paint which strikes royalty. The round circle in the center symbolizes a plate that the meal is sitting on and surrounding the plate is an inscribed typography that was used in medieval times. Acrylic, palladium leaf, silk, cotton, and glow-in-the-dark paper were used in this piece that gave the fries a felt texture that looked real. Now, looking the text at the bottom of the piece it reads: “17 years on death row, 1st meal on the outside then thrown up.” This could be depicted in numerous ways. Now the meaning isn’t always literal but there could have been a connection between this person and the burger king franchise. At first, the piece feels kind of light at the fact they can’t eat burger king after not having it in 20 years, but maybe as a kid, they had a relationship and this was their comfort meal.
In Blind Faith for Juan Rivera, acrylic on Tyvek paper, silk, glow-in-the-dark thread, Copic marker, turmeric dye, and garam marsala were used to create this piece. These were almost the same materials used as the previous painting except for the Illinois flag which is embedded in the center to symbolize where the prisoner lived. There are tons of religious aspects as the painting seems to emphasize the divine trinity of three main important parts that make up this person’s story. On the left-hand side, the person is blinded by this imprisonment, feeling that there is no escaping, and essentially losing all hope in humanity. However, the right-hand side depicts a much better outcome after being released from the sentence. Juan is now a free man with the same rights that you and I share. He is finally able to live for himself and looks forward to what the future has in store. His first meal out of prison was emphasized to be something with spice, which is the reason the spice packet is the central importance of the painting. In prison, the food tastes very bland and is handled without any care because these were criminals that people served to. No sympathy was shown for these individuals. He quotes: “I don’t really remember but it was full of spices and flavor and the food was beautiful. I wanted flavors, there you don’t get any flavors.”
Green passed away on Tuesday, October 12th after her long battle against ovarian cancer. She was a beacon of light for the art community and touched the lives of many individuals with her contributions. Friends quoted her as “A beautiful woman” and someone quoted from the Concord community that: “Her heart was incredibly generous. She knew the impact she had upon things and the Concord community, but she was humble about it. I loved her, and she knew that way before she passed.” These random strangers that she documented showed how completely alienated someone must feel when they’re in prison, and once they’re released having to adapt to this unknown environment that they were set aside from for a long period of time. Being put away from society made these people depressed, suffered from mental health, and have poorer sleep quality. Many of these we’ve all experienced at some point in our life but are able to snap back to reality with the help of our loved ones. Prisoners didn’t have anyone to care for them, and those cast off unrightfully only had a strand of hope to hold onto.


Whopper, Fries, and Thorn (2020) Blind Faith for Juan Rivera (2019)
"Good manners must be invisible, they are the 'very art that appeareth not to be art." (Finkelstein 78)
When people view you, it shouldn't be apparent that you're a nice or bad person. There are many people that are quick to judge an individual by their appearance alone and never converse to get to know them for who they truly are inside. This relates to Julie Green's work because many of the prisoners that she documented were pleaded innocent after serving long sentences. They finally found the justice they deserved but at what cost? They already lost half of their life and started over on a clean slate. Without the court system, we wouldn't be hearing any of these stories that are prominent today.
"The compositional unity of a painting contributes fundamentally to the power of its image, but here the composition is written as though it were in itself the emotional charge of the painting." (Berger 13)
Composition in a painting relates to how different forms of mediums are set aside, but generally come together as a whole, making it the most structurally pleasing and appealing to the viewer. With the use of color and symbolic imagery, we can get an insight into Green's work on where the person came from, their nationality, and a little of the artist shines through the work to make it more unique.
"The history of the tradition, as it is usually taught, teaches us that art prospers if enough individuals in society have a love for art. What is a love of art?" (Berger 84)
Art undeniably makes the world go round. It is about reclaiming the space and making it yours. If everyone comes to appreciate art, then maybe everyone will enjoy the little things in life. Art retells a story based on personal experiences and shows passion for something that is truly "loved". In Julie Green's work, she teaches that with art in the world a story could be portrayed in numerous ways just by the stylistic choices and usage of patterns and color schemes.